i choose mee kari....

"nanti nak balik raya..nak makan ape? nak nasi himpit ke nak mee kari..?"

"ha?hmm...tak kisah je mak..ape-ape je...semua ani makan.." dalam hati berbunga riang since this is the first time my mum tanya nak makan apa for hari raya...

sadly, i'm not going back for hari raya..... i thought i'll get the same day as others...but that's okay. i was searching for my E-ticket every where (all my emails.. inilah padahnya orang yang banyak email tapi tak ingat password)..for several days i was thinking for the reasons why?.
in my heart i believed must be something.... Allah want to tell me something since i was the only one yang tak dpt ticket lagi... betul ke tak dapat? rupa-rupanya dalam email yg dah berbulan2 tak dibuka itu... and once i opened the FILE ( E-ticket).. guess what? it's not 16th .it's a happy 18th-day of NOV.. !!!!! mak..no more mee kari or nasi himpit i guess? but my nenek already promised to cook something for me.. "nenek ..i'll be waiting hungryly here"..

for those yang balik on dat day ..selamat pulang dgn kegembiraan..! (tiada perasaan cemburu!)

tak sedih sangat pun.because Allah had showed me the answer i was searching for few days ago..and the way Allah told me is through that ticket flight...

it was very tragic, dramatic but yet a sweet moment, a gift from Allah...i know for the very first time it happened and... lagipun this is my final year...i won't be here anymore so i should enjoy the extra two days doing dakwah... yeayy!!!

thank you Allah... Moga menjadi hamba yang sentiasa redha dengan ketentuan-Mu, Allah dan Kau jua redha terhadap diriku...